Choices

I am not good with choices. I often make the wrong choice, be it clothes, men or just life choices in general. My Mum and sister are both fond of saying I may be intelligent but have no common sense at all. It's not hurtful, it's true, and I can't seem to change. That's probably how I ended up divorced after 3 years of marriage. And how I need to lose so much weight. Cream cake or ryvita, I will make the wrong choice.

My new dilemma is happening every day. I bought new glasses, my prescription has changed, but only in one eye, what's that about? At the opticians, there were so many to choose from, which isn't usual, I often have nothing to choose from, I just don't suit any. But this time I struggled, and they had an offer on, 2 pairs, I was in hell. I finally narrowed it down to 2 pairs, and fretted for 5 days while I waited for them to come in. And now they are here, I still love them both. And every morning I can't decide which pair to wear.

This is pair no.1. They are Jai Kudo, and they're classed as red, but I think they're burgundy.

This is pair no.2. They are Cosmopolitan, and they look black, but they're navy.

I've been alternating between them, I don't know if I can handle the stress of deciding every day. I wonder if I would get away with wearing them both at the same time.